9/11 Ellie Crystal's Journal
View from my terrace after the towers were attacked
View from my terrace after the towers were attacked
Monday - September 10, 2001 - Before the attack - 266,389
Tuesday - September 11, 2001 - The Day of the Attack - 328,090
Wednesday September 12, 2001 - 1,002,049
Thursday September 13, 2001 - 2,098,340
Friday September 14, 2001 - 1,478,452
I wish to welcome many of the new readers who have come to Crystalinks during these trying times. Many readers found Crystalinks while searching for Prophecies especially Nostradamus, from message boards, chat rooms and newsgroups. I just want to thank everyone for their support. It warms my heart that so many people have found their way here so we can experience together. The new readers are finding many answers as guided by their souls.
Here we are in the annual Virgo Window of transition, when reality seems to shift as major inserts are placed int the grid that have global repercussions.
I woke up this morning at 6:00am with the most unsettled feeling that something disastrous was about to happen.
My daughter, Zsia, called a few hours later to tell me to put on the TV as the Twin Towers had been hit by an airplane. Not only did I put on the TV, but I ran to the terrace in time to see the second plane hit Tower Two. I grabbed my camera and took pictures as the towers imploded. It was surreal. The huge smoke-filled sky was moving toward Brooklyn, not far away.
Since late August I have seen and written about the strong pulse of negativity coming onto the planet. The grids were which was reverberating around the world like a giant shock wave as I sot there as if watching a science fiction movie. I have been reporting that the grids were changing in ways I couldn't specify. They usually look flat and slightly wavy. Lately they are in giant unpredictable waves. They also tap into other grids as if colliding.
My mind drifted to the time when the Empire State building was the tallest building in Manhattan. In the 1990's I was the host of a weekly TV show there, "Satellite Psychic".
I remember the towers when it all began - knowing people who erected them at different points in their construction. In those years, not only did the towers go up, but the entire area had a new facelift.
For those I know who worked in the towers, it was a reality of its own for thousands of people each day. It is not from the South Street Seaport. I know many people who worked in the World Trade Center or the surrounding area it is hard to believe that the buildings are gone.
I stood on my terrace for a long time, in disbelief - the sounds of sirens from police cars and emergency vehicles everywhere. Helicopters flew overhead as well as military aircraft. The feeling of death permeate the air making it almost surreal.
My family is all safe including those members who live and work in Manhattan. I thank everyone who emailed and inquired. Ryan, my future son-in-law was downtown when the events began. He ran out of the building with his work associates. He called me on his cell phone to report that all was well with the family in Manhattan. I could hear the sounds of ambulances and police sirens going by as we spoke. A friend of Nikki, my daughter, and Ryan was late to work today and arrived at the World Trade Center as the first plane hit! He immediately ran for cover and survived. It's all about time and timing.
I don't have cable because I watch very little TV so I have only one channel - WCBS. It was enough for me to see the events as they unfolded in New York, Washington D.C., and Pittsburgh.
Here in New York we are all seeing this as a giant nightmare that we will wake up from. New York is like a war zone. Giant billows of smoke fill the air. New York is a strong city. We are under attack! We will rally!
Later in the day, I met my neighbor, Daniel, who like many others in the days that followed, told me his story. Daniel was on his way to work on a Manhattan bound Express Bus, when the driver received a phone call telling him to return to Bay Ridge where we live. The bus stopped. The passengers looked out of the window and saw the first plane crash into Tower One.
Friends in northern Brooklyn - Park Slope and Brooklyn Heights - reported walking home from work over the Brooklyn Bridge through soot and smoke. There has been much damage to that part of Brooklyn, which is south of Manhattan and includes many industrial areas and the municipal buildings.
5:00 am
I had gone to sleep by 9:30 pm last night exhausted from the energies of the day. My DSL line went down at 9 am signaling a time to get into bed and help the souls as they crossed over. There are so many souls here now combined with the other souls who come and go now as the 'gates' open at this time of the year.
This morning I walked out on the terrace in the darkness and looked out over the Manhattan skyline.
It was smoked filled so there is not much to see from where I stood.
Soul sparks twinkled in the darkness for me like thousands of lights. There is chaos on the soul level, many soul not understand that they have crossed over. This creates an imprint on the grid not unlike that experienced after the Battle of Gettysburg during the American Civil War - the lost souls still to be seen by those remaining behind in 3D.
The air smells of smoke and burned ash as I am sure it will for days. My air conditioners are running to filter the air in part. My heart goes out to those with respiratory conditions.
I thought about weather conditions and was grateful that it wasn't hot and humid yesterday.
There are few cars on the road, perhaps because it is still early although yesterday I noticed that the streets were very quiet.
It is strange not to see planes flying in the sky.
There are just a few boats moving under the Verrazano Bridge on this day.
I have just returned from local errands. Most people, including myself, are walking around as if in a dream. Somewhere beneath the surface I can see people processing their own issues through this experience - their emotions will come to the fore.
I met several people who lost family members in the terrorist attacks. They are all filled with anger.
I met one woman who found her way back to my area of Brooklyn from Manhattan yesterday in stages. There was no transportation between boroughs so the only way to go was to walk or bike ride. Part of the trip she walked. Then someone gave her a lift - (car ride) - then she took a bus - then walked the rest of the way. She said that everyone was helping everyone else and everyone felt safe. In NYC we are taught not to involve with strangers.
I met a doctor who lives in my building who told me he had worked all day yesterday and much of last night, then went home to sleep a few hours and was now on his way back to work again. He works in Brooklyn. He said the Brooklyn hospitals were not that busy yesterday, but today they would be moving patients from Manhattan to Brooklyn.
As I drove along the side of my house by the park, I passed the entrance to Fort Hamilton that I have written about. There were security guards everywhere checking everyone entering the fort.
Many people dreamed about the crash - or of a plane crash of some kind.
This is explained as the information is on the grids so they just accessed into the strong wave pulse of that grid, like swimming into a wave of electromagnetic energies. All information is always accessible to anyone as we can all enter the grids if we chose.
Most people are staying close to home or family a sense of something more about to happen.
I believe that those who worked in the Twin Towers and were not supposed to die on 9/11 were steered away from the buildings for one reason or another. Many of these people were late for one reason or another - they missed buses or had appointments that made them get to Manhattan just after the planes crashed. The soul decides if it is your karma to remain in 3D or move on ...
If you are wondering why none of the psychics 'saw' and reported these events to prevent them from manifesting - it is because the information was blocked from them - or they saw the events but did not have a date or time - or it was too late to report them.
Some events are grid markers that create fear factor - shaking souls loose from the old grid and moving them into the next level of reality. When a soul is in fear or shock it detaches fits consciousness from the grid.
This is the reason many people see the final moments of this program ending with a catastrophe.
I have received an endless number of emails from people all over the world telling me about group prayers that will be going on in their areas at different times. There are prayer circles everywhere as souls turn to spirit for answers. This is a time to raise your awareness that you are a soul have a physical experience based on physical frequency.
My DSL line is down so I am uploading from my friend Anna's computer. They are not sure when the repair people can come in and fix something called a 'hub' in Manhattan.
People remain in a state of shock and disbelief. Events trigger the emotional issues of those more fragile. The world takes on a new facade in the face of death. For just a moment in time, they forget their own issues and look at the bigger picture and how it applies to their lives and those around them. If only they could remain in that space it would be wonderful. But most they forget and go back to old patterns. Life goes on ... as they say.
Life on the planet will never be the same. Something has begun. Humanity waits and watches to see how the government will handle the situation. No matter what happens, it affects us all in one way or another.
This new grid will bring us full circle to the Middle East - Iraq - the Cradle of Civilization and a war that people around the globe will not understand nor embrace as a road to freedom.
I started reading clients again today. Four out of five clients who came here wanted to talk to someone who had crossed over, some dying during currents events.
The souls told us that 911 opened a portal for many of the souls who had crossed over in the attack and wanted to talk. They had so many messages for me.
The husband of one of my clients, Patrick, a gentle spirit, told us that he was helping the souls move to the light. Patrick passed over five years ago of cancer. He showed us the progression of souls moving on.
Many of them will not leave now as they want to contact those left behind to bring messages of comfort of one kind or another. The link between 3D and other realms - what most of us refer to as the astral levels - grows closer as we move our consciousness into both realities to connect with spirits.
Souls who cross over this quickly leave much unfinished business and will quickly move into the dream time of those left behind. Souls attract to flowers and light - candles - the eternal flame - the soul spark - which unites us all.
The energy of prayer and union is strong in New York this weekend. Flags wave on cars as they drive by. One car is painted to look like an American flag. Flags hang from buildings. People cry. People wear ribbons pinned to their clothing with different messages - honoring those gone and those missing.
The air is cooler and cleaner, the energies quiet, everyone mourning in their own way. Most people know someone who died or is lost as a result of the attack. My neighborhood is comprised of many business professionals - the brokers and bankers. Everyone I talk to has a story to tell.
The waiting continues. What will happen next?
I still do not see a third world war. I know that retaliation will come now - if it has started already.
I still Osama Bin Laden involved - but by no means the brains behind this act of terrorism.
I see a group of white Caucasian males - American and European - of great power - in a game of some kind.
People tell me this is a move toward a One World Order and One World Economy. Perhaps. This is not clear to me. Many psychics see this information blocked. (This must be that 'veil' I was seeing). There are so many branches in this timeline it is hard to tell what will happen, yet a still see this as part of a Master Plan that reaches way back in time - over which we have no control.
I don't see any government - nor the military of any government - involved per se, but I do feel that leaders such as Saddam Hussein of Iraq , Kadafy of Libya, and others, were aware and most likely cooperated to some degree. In truth I think our government was also aware. I am told that there was public talk about the attack in London two weeks ago.
I guess none of us in the US could ever envision an invasion on our soil as a reality.
We wonder why the Air Force didn't have enough time to brace for an attack on the pentagon - and why Bush was in Florida.
There is much that makes no sense.
Will we ever had answers? Most likely not.
But this will give the conspiracy theorists something to talk - the journalists something to write about - for many years.
So what went wrong? We do have intelligence people who were checking things out and from what I heard were cracking down on terrorists' hide outs around the US.
I have been asked if I see another attack on the US soon. I do not see it.
The shock of the events of 911 - removed souls from one gird and placed them in another - one of higher awareness as more and more people seek their spiritual destiny.
I honestly wish I could say that we could heal the world as it is, but it won't happen. We can only bring light to help the souls move into the reality that is now merging with ours. The 3D playground is what it has always been - a place to play out emotions as we seek to find balance.
As I sit here now I feel my consciousness slowly integrating into the next grid.
It is as if I am looking up through layers of glass, within each layer is another aspect of myself having an experience of some kind, though most seem in physical bodies. All of the soul aspects seem to be experiencing independently of the others yet for some reason on this day I am able to see much about who I am and what I am doing.
I went to Staten Island to do some last minute shopping for my daughter Nikki's wedding on September 29th.
I tried to keep myself in a good head space, but it wasn't easy.
As I entered the mall I was assailed by a strong force of energy from those who had passed over to those who were mourning.
A large percent of the people who worked in the World Trade Center lived in Staten Island. Many were young women who chose not to go to college and went to work in the brokerage houses or for the large financial companies in the Wall Street area.
I heard the spirits calling out from the other side.
In Macy's - as I waited online - the woman in front of me - turned to me and burst out in tears.
She told me that her daughter, age 23, had died in the attack.
We hugged and everyone on line cried with her.
I was thankful that my daughter, Nikki, who works in Manhattan, was not harmed.
So far I have no family nor close friends who died or are lost.
Elsewhere in the mall people spoke about all the illegal aliens living in the US - especially in New York City - and how immigration laws will change.
I have clients who are not in the US legally. The only problem I have with them is that most of them do nothing more than talk about Americans putting us down while all the while they take away jobs, share living space, etc. That really pisses me off!
Driving on the Staten Island Expressway, I passed several funeral processions. This has become a common site all over New York as we honor those who have crossed over.
Yesterday I drove past an apartment building that had a huge American flag made out of beads. Cars carrying flags are everywhere.
We brace for the next chapter in this saga.
Today I am off again to venture into 3D. Somehow my apartment is like being in another space-time, where I live peacefully with one foot in each reality and a bridge just in front of me to help move move back and forth.
Thursday I spoke with many friend who are in the medical profession, therapists, medical doctors, and holistic practitioners.
Most of them have been working round the clock to help with recovery efforts in one way or another. Their stories are endless. I can foresee many books and movies created from this tragedy.
A client reported that she had gone to work on her first day as an intern at NYU as part of her Masters Program in Psychology. As soon as she there they told her to just do everything she could to calm people down as many would be coming in all day for counseling.
One friend said she witnessed the first plane hit Tower One. She lives in Brooklyn Heights and could see it from her home. She said she cried and hasn't stopped crying since.
Here in Brooklyn I have seen posters in shop windows for missing people lost in the attack.
It is sad enough to know your loved one is not coming home, but for thousands there will be no physical body to bury.
I communicate with the deceased souls each day. They all know they are not in physical form anymore, but are trying to reach those they left behind. Many of these souls tell me that they never believed in an afterlife or the communication between souls on different planes of existence, but now they understand how things works and wish to be heard. Many souls on the other side are still in shock. As there is no linear time once you live 3D, for some of them, this event just occurred.
If you are feeling unable to focus in 3D this can stem from:
Yesterday I connected with the Trickster. He showed me a baseball game in which he has just come up 'to bat' in the 21st century. (Remember that in his game in the 20th century he played the role of Hitler). He told me that he is playing the game as he was programmed, but he said he had enough. I don't believe that. Remember he is the magician. So where is the God character in the game, waiting his turn from the sidelines and helping coach souls to 'home' plate. Stay in the light and know where you belong in the game. This feels like a long inning!
In the game of illusion, 3D, remember that the Magician creates the illusion. Some people feel that the trickster created this attack to bond humanity together, in prayer to raise planetary frequency and get us out of third dimension. They doesn't feel right to me.
The illusion is held together by magic, magnetics, which creates and holds the grids in place.
How can we have an effect on the magnetics? Meditation isn't the answer. You can't raise the grid frequency and keep them that high no matter what anyone writes. I believe that is part of the illusion. So how do we reverse the magnetics? Pole shift? The one people see coming? I don't see that as the answer. If you have a magnetic field, and you want to control it, how do you do it?
I just returned from a brief errand to a local 'convenience store', which is what we used to call a grocery store. The family who owns the store are from Afghanistan. They are a hard working young couple with small children who play in the street nearby as there is no school today.
Their children smiled sweetly at me as I enter the store. Their souls know little about the politics of the world. They are children who just want to play and feel safe. I understand that in certain neighborhoods in Brooklyn the people from the Middle East have rejoiced in the events of the past week. As with all things, there are external influences that have been conditioned. There is fear in these communities and police cars patrol the areas or watch from street corners to be such things will be calm. The wife worries about her family in Afghanistan. There is much confusion in everyone's thinking based on anger, rage and ignorance.
We pray a lot for peace and balance yet so many seek revenge and wait for us to go to war, once again. Will the people of this planet ever stop playing war games? Not likely! Even if there was a One World Government, there would always be factions to destroy it, terrorism, war, the Planetary Record recycles once again! The souls are tired!
I am now channeling those who have crossed over on 9/11.
They all know they are deceased. Some hover in groups. Many are with family and friends. Many souls are ready to channel.
I have to tell you about corporate America, yuppie brokers, etc. Many of them found success through what they call intuition, but it is truly about connection with the other side. I have read an endless number of people who worked in the WTC.
You would think these people, especially the men in their 30's, would consider metaphysics ridiculous, WRONG!
They come for readings and we 'talk the talk'. They are gifted in clairvoyance and clairaudience. They talk to deceased loved one. They see spirits. They trust their instincts and listen to their 'little voice'. Do you? They may seem very 'left brained corporate types' , but their abilities go beyond that are many practicing psychics. They prefer to keep it a secret. Once on the other side of course there is an instant of terror, then the release and letting go. Remember that emotion is part of the 3D experience. These people were tough here and they are tough over there. They are out of the 3D game, though many express the emotion of love which as we know is a higher frequency. Emotions are frequencies. Most of us choose to select the higher ones at this time.
These people, now in spirit, have endless stories to tell me about meeting family members and helping others move on.
I channeled several deceased people for my clients this weekend. This is opening a door for other spirits who crossed over during the attack. I suddenly was bringing messages from people none of us knew, which were coming at the same time. At this time I am not sure how to remedy this situation.
When I speak to deceased souls I receive images, hear messages through thoughtform, often have smells (flowers, food, etc.) in my home, or have all sorts of noises and manifestations. It's all harmless and I know I am always protected!
It is truly heart-breaking to connect with both those here and those on the other side.
All of the souls were fairly young people leaving behind spouses and children.
One spirit, Lucy, told me that she only worked there part time and this was her day to be there. She left behind a husband and two young children.
Another spirit, Vincent, told us how he fled with his co-workers to the roof, but died as the building collapsed. We relived the experiences through his eyes.
The more I channel, the more voices I am hearing.
I expect to do a lot more channeling in the days, weeks, and months ahead.
And so events continue, we show support as a nation, other countries support us at this time and we plan our next steps, as individuals, as a soul group, as part of a family, with friends, and as a nation readying itself for war.
My niece, Zina and her husband, Mike, live in one of the buildings near the World Trade Center, in Battery Park City. They had left for work just before the attack and were on the Brooklyn Bridge when the first plane hit. They saw it all. This weekend they returned to their apartment for the first time. They described the air as not breathable and the damage worse than anything you could imagine in any movie or war zone. They doubt that they will move back to their apartment as it is unsafe. She senses a sway in the building. The repercussions to come are endless.
A client who works with a US International Terrorist Division told me that in all of his police and FBI career that visiting Ground Zero in New York was the most devastating event of his entire career. He said that one of the flight attendant's bodies from the second plane was thrown through Tower 2 moving through the air and stopping two blocks away to the roof of the Marriott Hotel. Her body wasn't burned, but she was handcuffed with wire. He confirmed my suspicions that this is a covert war and the public will learn little about it to protect those who will defend our country. I keep seeing explosions in my head and the image of Steven Segal as a green beret swooping down on the enemy. As for another attack on NYC, don't see anything here now. I see things elsewhere.
Every day I hear about the FBI intercepting trucks carrying explosives to blow up the Verrazano Bridge, the Brooklyn Bridge, and the Manhattan Bridge. Bomb threat still empty office buildings during the day in various parts of Manhattan. Yesterday there was a scare at the Port Authority Bus Terminal.
I know that many people are playing psychic guessing games as to what will happen and where. It can't hurt to tune up the old 'psychic abilities'. I just 'sense' the energies as the timelines are in flux. November has a large spike, as in a graph. I sense terrorism slowly building, Part 2 of a Master Plan about to take hold.
The way I see it, we exist in a holographic programmed reality, created using geometric patterns repeated in cycles (linear time, karma) spiraling from 'above' into 'below' through the Great Pyramid in the Middle East, the center of the planet which holds the hologram together in 3D.
There are those bloodlines who have fought in that land for peace, balance and their homeland.
There have been forces who have come and destroyed them at every turn.
The land of the ancients has never had been a peaceful playground.
It is a Holy Land with great history and tradition.
As the 3D program spirals humanity to a higher frequency it only seems appropriate that the energies to bring change about end where once they began. Everything comes full circle, the sphere, completion, closure, creation, the egg, sacred geometry.
I am still seeing Kali who came to me two weeks before the attack.
Kali also came to me at the time hurricane Katrina hit the US in 2005.
This is The Time Keeper. I always 'see' the turnstile and the bicycle chain link. Chain link is a metaphor for DNA.
Time is backwards in this image. As we are approaching the end of the time loop we return to 'Ground Zero' .
Speaking of Ground Zero, Saturday I returned to Manhattan for the first time since 9/11. I left my home at 3:00 pm and decided to take a limo into the city so I could be a passenger and experience the energies without the stress of driving, especially as the driver and I came out of the 'tunnel', The Brooklyn Battery Tunnel. Once you exit the tunnel you are at the entrance to what once was the Twin Towers.
I remembered my last trip Ground Zero thinking about how much work had been done to renovate the area. The Twin Towers are just across from the water. The South Street Seaport is within walking distance going to the east side. I have always loved New York and in that respect it is so sad to see what has happened. There really is nothing like NY!
Back in the limo, as my mind wandered down memory lane, the driver an Egyptian men, was very chatty and friendly. We talked about the war in the Middle East and how he prayed things would be over by the time of Ramadan, November 17, 2001. I didn't tell him that I didn't see the war over by that date.
He told me that he had been a witness to both planes hitting the towers on September 11th. He had been driving a man to work that morning. They were on the Brooklyn-Queens Expressway when the first plane hit. All traffic paused as people stopped their cars to watch the events unfold. Everyone was in shock.
The police stopped all traffic so he and his passenger sat in the limo when suddenly the second plane hit. Again they got out of the limo and watched. Soon after, traffic was diverted over the highway and onto the streets. His shocked passenger just keep shouting, "Take me home! Take me home!" The driver told me to this day when he drives to the city and sees an airplane over Manhattan he remembers what happened and experiences the same fear and shock!
As he and I drove along the BQE, I looked up, my mind expecting to see the towers, yet they were gone. It was a weird experience. I met with family in the city as it was a birthday celebration for two of my daughters. Someone at the party, in his 60's, mentioned that he felt that he was back 30 years ago, in a space-time that existed before the Twin Towers were built.
My emotional reaction, I felt attachment to the events, just a sense that we are getting close to the end of the time loop, and this event happened many times before in past loops. When I channel souls who crossed over that day, I experience emotions through them, but to me it is all surreal.
I see the event as a major hallmark on the time grids which is one of the reasons we all reacted to it the way we did. It signals something linked to the end of a cycle of time, the end of a time loop. My guess is this loop regenerates somewhere between 2003, 2005. I know the loop linked to the Philadelphia Experiment and time travel has a peek in 2003, yet I don't link to that work. It is strange that the people linked to the Philadelphia Experiment still keeping coming in and out of my life, which is supposed to tell me something. I don't believe they deal with time looping.
As the driver and I passed 'Ground Zero', the name given to the area of the attack, I could hear the cries of the souls. The return trip was at 8pm. It was dark and the city was quiet. As we drove along the FDR (highway that runs north-south) I looked out at the crescent moon which seemed to beckon to me.
Police cars and other patrols, still remain everywhere in NY, often stopping trucks and cars for inspection. As I was with a driver from the Middle East they looked us over, allowing us to pass.
We arrived at Ground Zero. The streets in the area are closed to traffic and still have emergency vehicles. It looking like a scene from a sci-fi movie. As we entered the tunnel on the way back to Brooklyn I glanced back to have one final look.
I tried to visualize what the city will do with the land in the future and see a very tall white glistening tower, as if a monolith to future beginnings and a new creation.
I didn't see Twin Towers being rebuilt as once they were. I saw a memorial of some kind, with gardens.
Earlier in the day, I had channeled another soul who had died in the attack. His cousin came to see me to speak with him and to know that he is okay. He was a business man in his late thirties who had gone to Tower One for a meeting. He didn't work there. He was on the 98th floor when the plane hit and had gone to the roof with the others. He left behind a wife and two gorgeous little girls. He was an evolved soul who showed me that after he 'crossed over' he helped others from the meeting find their way. It seems that many of the souls who are sending family members to me, are those that quickly went through the tunnel, into the light, then returned to help. There are still many souls just finding their way out of the tunnel at this time, some too afraid to move on.
When I returned home I decided to watch my video tape of Stargate SG1, that had been programmed. I got into bed, put on the TV and VCR, turned off the light, and relaxed. I could see the crescent moon through the window. Something was pulling me. But what?
I was drawn to look at area between my mantle and grandfather clock. A golden light appeared for about 5 seconds. My heart raced as I hoped someone might be connecting with me from , -, I wasn't sure where, yet the experience felt right. I thought of Pete and the experience he had last month with the portal opening and golden DNA spiraling through his house. The images faded so decided to watch the tape.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. The theme of the TV show was 'Time Looping'! The episode was called Window of Opportunity. Two members of the SG1 team, Jack and Teal'c, were the only people aware of a time loop. 'Stargate' is also my favorite movie having watched it over and over again. In the TV program a time travel machine had been built by the ancients. StarGate, SG, sacred geometry, Wheel of Time, Alchemy Wheel, 12 around 1 to create grid program of experience based on electromagnetic energies, polarities, duality, our bipolar experience that merges at Zero Point.
Regardless of any script, I know without a doubt that I am here to stop a time loop, or the loops of time. I have know that as far back as I remember, highlighted when I had pneumonia at age 5 when I had a near death experience and was told about the loop and my part in its creation and evolution. My experience in the Nevada desert in 1954, when I was eleven years old, was further verification.
As the days, months, and years pass, more and more souls will sense this evolution of consciousness through our spiraling DNA, now activated to quest for answers.
Yesterday was a day of bittersweet memories for those who experienced 9/11 here in New York and around the world.
After the silent prayer in the morning, I went out to run a few errands. People everywhere were talking about the memorial service around the city and what 9/11 meant to them. There was a strong feeling of union of souls. I do not know of one person who did not have an emotional experience linked to these events. Once again, we wept together, if only during the moments of silent prayer.
Though I did not experience any person loss of 9/11 - I have come to know many of the families and feel connected to them. It has been a difficult 6 month that seems to have moved quickly. All of Time appears to be moving quickly as we move through 2002.
I spent the afternoon with clients talking with their loved ones who had crossed over and came to visit us in a sea of spirit that seemed endless.
The smell of perfume filled my house most of the day. I was shown roses and given information about my work here.
I saw symbols of fire hats, hoses, badges, a fire hydrant in which water gushed forth in full force, all covered in black soot.
Some of those who came to me spoke of the time events of the 9/11 as if they were still in that timeframe. Perhaps they are as there is no time where they exist. One soul showed me a flying dinosaur who was really mean looking as he flew from east to west carrying a human in his mouth. Yuch! There were other symbols of death and destruction that referenced the events of 911 and the airplane that crashed in Queens on its way to the Dominican Republic. I kept here a groups of voices say, "Dominico, Dominico" then I realized it was the flight to the Dominican Republic and the souls from that flight were caught up in this energy field.
As the Twin Towers of Light were turned on for the first time, I stood on my terrace and watched the lights rise in the sky. Though I stood there in a fleece jacket, rather than a winter coat, I felt warm and in the energies of Spirit.
From my vantage point, the Tribute in Light appeared as One Light that rose from the planet and seemed to come in my direction ended not far from my home. I realized that this was just an optical illusion - then again everything is created from EM energies of light - and in truth it is ALL about illusion and seeing past illusion.
I watched as airplanes flew not far from the twin beams of lucky and could only imagine the energies and the excitement of those now in an airplane flying into / near this energy. I did a remote view and saw the pilot and passengers looking on in awe. As you know i like to see things from above - I wished I could be there with them to experience as it seems natural to me.
As the two beams of light rose to their highest points in the sky, they joined with some overhead clouds and appeared to me as a ball of light. Was I supposed to see this as Source?
I stood there connecting with the thousands of souls on the other side who had come to share in this moment. There was so much energy it was difficult to tell if these souls were in 3D or on the other side - yet it didn't matter. We exchanged energies and activated something within each of us that created some sort of unity.
For some souls who had crossed over it seemed a time of releasing and understanding they were free to move into the Light. How symbolic I thought as I stood there embraced in the energies of Spirit.
Then I realized something else - in duality of our experience there is always positive and negative to all things. Though this will free many souls over the next month - and bring release to those left behind - it also had brought back souls who crossed over and made peace with this. They were in turmoil once again - as if reliving the events of 9/11.
As on September 11th - I saw thousands of souls moving through tunnels of light in confusion.
I knew what we must do . . . we must take this month to help all of the souls caught up in this energy - to find their way out and be free.
As I stood - I called Z and watched as he opened a huge portal in which spirit could move in and out making peace with those here and the destinies they had chosen when they left on 911.
Over the last 6 months of talking to those who crossed over - I have come to realize that on the soul level - each soul was ready to leave. Most are enlightened and working on that which we can only sense is coming while still in our physical bodies.
These souls guide and help us from the other side. They are joined by many of the souls who crossed over in the past 6 months. There is a special energy with these souls - as if they are on a mission. They experience separation and try to comfort those they left behind.
In dreamtime and meditation we can better understand what is happening - we are spiraling upward and returning to higher frequency.
They have found their chosen purpose and in many ways have surpassed anything they could have accomplished while in a physical body.
Many of us discover that we have one foot (sole - soul) in this reality and one in another.
The memorial Sphere was dedicated. I remembering seeing it in the WTC when I would visit.
The sphere is part of the shapes of creation. The Sphere is the primordial egg - the cell/egg divides and becomes two spheres between which an oval is formed. This is called the Vesica Pisces = oval openings of the body such as the penis and the eye.
This is the 3 into 1 theory - linked with the triangle - the vagina - birth - creation. Also linked with the Great Pyramid which holds our illusion of physical Time and Space in place. As is above - So is below - Merging / Spiraling DNA.
We also have evolving Digital Codes such as 553 which is the code for our physical program. I received this email from one of our readers:
Dear Ellie,I also watched the 911 documentary Sunday night. Did you notice that the last fireman to return to the house had the number 553 on his hat? I felt it very significant and it made me think of you.
Lung Mei
Yesterday the energies once again were very high as I read with clients and talked to spirits.
We are growing spiritual but not by an religious doctrine but by our our innate guidance, which always has the answers we search for as we each find out journey into awareness.
I did not smell flowers yesterday - [flowers=flower of life=creation].
Instead there was the smell of something burning. The smell started in the late afternoon with the last client - and lingered for some time. It was an odd smell but I felt it was linked to those who have passed over from the WTC attack - most likely the firemen. My client was not linked to them. I knew it was about souls trying to make a point and tell me to write this today.
Ghosts are projected illusion in another reality - just as we appear to them as projections.
I spoke with a friend named Beverly who investigates haunted places such as Gettysburg, Va. - where there have been great battles - and souls - in the form of ghosts - are known to relive the battles over and over again. [In the three-day Battle of Gettysburg the Confederates lose 1/3 of their troops as casualties - 3,903 dead, 18,735 wounded, and 5425 missing. The North, out of 88,289 men, sustain a total of 23,049 casualties.]
The Old West, the American Civil War, and the Germany WW ll are among many grid realities that are close enough to our reality grid to 'bleed through' allowing us to see events occurring there. [Bleed - Bloodlines]
These are places where the events that are taking place - are so strong they create hallmarks on the grids which replay over and over again - like a program that is stuck - or a broken record. We are drawn to these places by our souls when we are ready to experience the paranormal.
Whatever road your soul - your programmed DNA chooses for its experiences into higher awareness - is what you will manifest in 3D. You will attract by synchronicity.
Certain events replay in the 'space' they originally occurred, due to the powerful electromagnetic energies needed when they 'originally' happened. This usually connects with great battles or other places where great emotional are played out for the soul to experience - such as a murder.
Yet if all things are happening at the same time - these are 'places' where we can understand that the events we witness are not in the past but are just a peek into other grid realities that are occurring simultaneously.
Most of the people who are drawn to these areas - and witness the replay of these events - are playing roles in both realities. They are observing themselves in the battle - where the emotions run high!
With the Civil war - many people have found physical proof that they played roles in that timeline - now they have to understand that they are playing roles here and there simultaneously.
I know this gets confusing to some people - but it is what occurs. We loop and weave and bob through realities all the time. Nothing is what it appears. We have no idea what is going on most of the time, though many of us are starting to understand.
You may not hear your guide but you do hear your inner thoughts - so listen to them. All is experience and we are learning and understanding more each day. I sometimes wonder that if there were great spiritual teachers - not the channeled stuff - why don't they just manifest and teach us. The answer comes back that we are here for the journey. Why don't I buy that?
Many people are getting glimpses of themselves and others in different realities that are positive ways. It doesn't all have to be about issues and learning lessons, but usually it is as that is what the 3D experience is about.
A reader named Ann told me that she was looking at the fireplace in her home in California and physically saw a woman in another reality hanging wet clothes up to dry on a clothes line on a sunny day. Ann could see the woman clearly - standing in what is her fireplace in our reality - but the woman seemed unaware of Ann. We are raising our frequencies in order to have other soul experiences.
In a follow-up Email from Ann:
When I saw the woman, I had just leased the spectacular home, belonging to a real estate broker. The broker had lived in the house for twenty years prior to moving away, leasing the house to me. I had lived there for less than one month during time of fireplace/vision.
Shortly after vision, I casually shared this with owner (when she called). I had absolutely no idea that the owner had taken care of her mother in this house, who passed over after a long illness. They were very lovingly close.
After the mother crossed over, the daughter (devastated) moved, deciding to lease home. The description of woman, hanging of clothes (which was typical of her mother) was to her, a message that she must return to this house to work out issues with her mother, to help her move on. I understood.
Another home for SALE became available within the very next day which was perfect for me in every way! Escrow went smoothly... all perfect!
As my soul will allow, I am paying attention to everything, since reading your work!
Love,
Ann
You know we are having many experiences in different bodies - at the same time. Some of you have seen this with past life regressions, remote views, in dreams and meditations, through your channeling of art, music, and creative writing. You connect with aspects of your soul - good or bad. It is about experience never about judgment.
Now how does this apply to the souls lost on 9/11?
For one thing, many souls from that experience have moved on as they have no need to remain in that 'space' and replay the events. This depends on what their souls want to experience. Each soul lost on 9/11 has their own agenda. It is the same as in the physical. Some souls dwell in issues and never see the light while other face issues and move past them quickly.
Being 'stuck in the tunnel' - as some people referred to the souls crossing over on 9/11 - and the days and weeks that followed - did occur - but souls found their way out.
Analogy: There is a subway fire with lots of smoke in the physical. People to rush through the blinding smoke to find their way out. They eventually see a light at the end of the tunnel. They move towards the light and find their way to safety. In one scenario they could remain in the tunnel - cross over and chose to replay the incident over and over. They could remain in the physical and be rescued. Or they could be tired, cross over and move on. There are an endless number of options.
As I have talked to the souls in my time here - it is all about experiencing and overcoming Fear and learning to Trust that you are more than what you are experiencing at this moment in time.
On September 11th - our firefighters were the heroes who lead souls to safety in the physical and on the other side. They got past fear and saved more souls than you are aware.
The souls who remain 'stuck in the tunnel' on 9/11 - had to first realize what had happened - that they were indeed on the other side - and that they had to find their way into another experience all the while trying to comfort those they loved who were left behind in a state of shock that will take a long time, if ever, to overcome.
Many readers lost friends and family that day or the days that followed. Almost all of them have been contacted by the soul that crossed over - usually in dreamtime. Some people are annoyed that they have not as yet remembered dreaming about their loved one. It will happen or the soul will make itself know to them one way or another.
Then there is this to ponder - there are those of us in 3D who can biolocate - so can a soul on the other side. Many times I have sat here typing at 5 am and yet readers have written me that at the same time I have been with them in their dreams doing some sort of spiritual work one another.
The experience of soul in the astrals - a faster vibrational frequency just above 3D - like moving to the 4th floor - still carries some of the emotional imprints the soul had in 3D. Souls may lose their physical bodies but there is often an attachment to the emotional body which seems to linger.
I have spent my life talking to spirits and spirit guides and angels, etc. - and I can tell you they carry personality traits with them into other realities. I guess that is why people are trying so hard in 3D to heal and release issues and move past the illusion. Just let it go. Don't take it with you when you leave 3D.
The events of 9/11 were so horrific - they now become a hallmark on the grids and will be replayed over and over and over, for those who visit the scene. Some souls will remain stuck in that experience - but that is their choice. There will be ghosts and ghostly photos in different places. New buildings will be erected but they will have portals in which ghosts will be seen and heard.
A souls trapped on 9/11 can leave a small portion of their projected soul imprint in that gird, which replays the events over and over, while another part of the soul moves on to comfort us or to help in others ways on the other side.
If you lost someone on 9/1, allow them their experience as they will allow us our time here to grieve and heal. We are sharing emotional experiences with that soul on many levels and we will understand with all the Love and Compassion that we have - that we remain connected and will find our way back to them. We will weep and we will pray. We will mourn and we will love. We will open our hearts - which are our souls - for that is how we remain connected to them. Their loss is part of us opening up our awareness and raising our frequencies so that we may better understand who they are - who we are - what this experience is all about - and where it is going.
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